2007/10/25

我愛擦邊球 7

深夜一時多,在這家位於尖東某中心地庫的卡拉OK,四號房間只剩下我一人了。

其實早在十分鐘前,我已結了賬,然而我像一縷無主孤魂,離開還是留下,都像沒有分別。

Penny媽敲門入來,問我還要不要帶 Yannes 宵夜,我說不必了。

Yannes 今晚酒飲多了,不知想起誰,竟哭了一場。 我問她什麼事不高興,她只搖頭不語,卻耗盡我身上的兩包Tempo 薄荷紙手巾。

既然玩得不愉快,今晚我也就省得再難受了。 我開啟了機器的伴唱功能,讓螢幕播著王馨平唱的《別問我是誰》。

是 Yannes 較早前點的。

Penny媽坐在我旁,點了根煙,大力吸入肺內,讓尼古丁麻醉腦神經。 我望了一下她放在茶几上的銀白Dunhill打火機,是我半年前送給她作生日禮物的,換來一整晚紅酒任飲,原來她還用著。

Penny媽由得我一個人霸著兩支咪高峰,繼續唱 Yannes 點的《別問我是誰》。

「Tony哥,你地 d男人,如果間中肯學下溫柔體貼; 我地d 女人,又學下你地男人講下道理,咁就天下太平咯……」

我不知道她這番言論跟我有什麼關係。 也許她並不知道她的囡囡為何而哭,又或以為 Yannes 根本是個易哭的女子。

其實,我想我是知道 Yannes 為什麼哭的,她上次在酒店大堂已經告訴過我,我和她的「前度」很相像。 她還笑說,上次不是我揀她,其實是她揀我。

我跟 Penny媽 說,閉咀吧,就讓我專心一致地唱好這首歌,唱完我便走。

於是,我清一清喉嚨,按了一下 "replay",用我國語的七成功力,由頭再唱一次,我很希望 Yannes 還逗留在外面走廊,聽到我帶醉的歌聲......


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21 段留言:

Blogger 億利 ...

先插為快=D

26/10/07 01:35  
Anonymous 匿名 ...

次插呢?

26/10/07 01:49  
Blogger 馬沙 ...

呢篇寫得「好」^_^

26/10/07 02:08  
Blogger 火鶴 ...

咁Yannes前度係八両金定吳彥祖呀?

26/10/07 04:02  
Blogger Hana ...

有調查說
會哭的人比較長壽

26/10/07 11:30  
Anonymous 黑仔 ...

一篇好有空間性的文章

26/10/07 11:41  
Anonymous 黑仔 ...

最深印象的便是"別問我是誰"的蝴蝶手.

26/10/07 11:47  
Anonymous 匿名 ...

呢首歌勾起我好多回憶,我9x年被派大陸出job四個月,在卡拉ok熟了位絕色伴唱小姐,呢首就係佢唱比我聽的歌之一,當年我已有女朋友,還以為有定力,終於都比佢整沉,宜家我已經結了婚,今年還生了孩子,王馨平消失多時了!多謝Youtube 和你勾返起我一段歷史!

26/10/07 11:48  
Blogger seikomatic ...

此文章已被作者刪除。

26/10/07 13:01  
Blogger seikomatic ...

渣哥,

俺覺得【我】應該好好同 Yannes 做一次胸胸叻叻的愛,等阿 Yannes 可以完全從過去中重生。

唱歌只會喉嚨痛,解脫唔到心靈同肉體上的空虛.....

26/10/07 13:04  
Blogger 學霖山莊 ...

我上次喺Roadshow見到Yannes,
家陣值HK$0.73...

26/10/07 14:32  
Blogger seikomatic ...

Lowshow 寨定 Yannes..咁 chip!

26/10/07 15:30  
Blogger 七十樓危危下望 ...

問下啫~

26/10/07 16:27  
Blogger Albert ...

呢篇野"寫"得好正bor....

26/10/07 16:43  
Anonymous 口水輝 ...

這篇應該不只是小說咁簡單呢!

26/10/07 16:51  
Blogger 七十樓危危下望 ...

我公司扑(block)野極盡人事
要用blogger出post
必須繞道
從登入版面以外的路徑log on
嘿嘿

26/10/07 18:00  
Blogger Graham ...

dear boss char,

this essay does give me some room for thinking and imaginative

"never ask my identity"

if yannes does exist in the real world, may i dedicate the following lyrics to her

蔡依林 - 非賣品

當時怎麼愛上你的
朋友說的 我微笑聽著
愛情的劇本原來就沒規則
現在變不重要了 結局已揭曉了
後來當朋友 你我也只是順手
殉難著好演員的我
說不遺憾是騙人的

那些愛與不愛 還在顫慄著
我明白的 只是誰來導演呢
勇敢是你教的
眼淚是我的 快樂都假的

我想找個答案
如果愛被出賣
到最後 非賣品有什麼剩下
太好強 又太傻 受了傷 當殘幣留下
保重的堅強 笑的那麼自然
悲傷也放進廚窗

愛沒有答案
再倔強 再不分
到最後 被看穿 一個人逞強
說不恨 是騙人 我不再隱瞞愛的傷痕
不想轉過身 不必回頭地承認
非賣品是愛最美的靈魂

殉難著好演員的我
說不遺憾是騙人的
那些愛與不愛 還在顫慄著
我明白的 只是誰來導演呢
勇敢是你教的
眼淚是我的 快樂都假的

我想找個答案
如果愛被出賣
到最後 非賣品有什麼剩下
太好強 又太傻 受了傷 當殘幣留下
保重的堅強 笑的那麼自然
悲傷也放進廚窗

愛沒有答案
再倔強 再不分
到最後被看穿 一個人逞強
說不恨 是騙人
我不再隱瞞愛的傷痕
不想轉過身 不必回頭地承認
非賣品是愛最美的靈魂

27/10/07 00:50  
Anonymous katana ...

寫得好

29/10/07 14:07  
Anonymous 八婆 ...

其實係暗示d乜野 ?

29/10/07 16:58  
Blogger 渣估 ...

這篇小文似乎惹來幾位知音人留言, 小渣老懷大慰矣... 婆婆講晌佢最近一篇文章講得好, "愛有好多重" (multi-levels)...

只要細味人生/愛情/感情/甚至可能只是一夜情緣, 都能像"和興白花油", 真的"點滴在心頭", 世間上曾有些女子的確帶給我 "好warm" 的感覺, 死未?...

其實呢篇野係有續集的, 但可能不收錄於"我愛擦邊球"了...

29/10/07 19:19  
Blogger chaos ...

睇完篇野,只覺[佬]味濃郁。
唔知渣估幾時寫篇祖國大陸的歡場霧水情。

4/11/07 18:54  

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